Sunday, February 20, 2011


While L. met with a client, I drove to Coburn’s for groceries and a breakfast of cheese omelet with hash browns and toast smeared with Smucker’s strawberry and grape jellies. And Tony Judt’s final book, The Memory Chalet. He was dying as he wrote it, knew he wouldn’t live to see it published. It is a lovely set of essays.



The dining area at Coburns is an architect’s afterthought, tucked behind the deli counter. Although sterile and functional, the decor has two interesting features, a series of photos of old St. Cloud and a large artificial bouquet. Among the photos is a scene showing St. Cloud to be a dusty crossroads calling itself the Granite City. It still calls itself that.


The reading room of the Carnegie library represents a more genteel version of the town. It was torn down in the 60’s and replaced with a Perkin’s pancake house boasting the largest American flag around. We have a new library now that is the pride of the city but I miss the old atmosphere where you could expect a hush from the librarian if your conversation rose beyond a whisper.


A man in a nearby booth spoke sharply and loudly into his cell phone, apparently oblivious to others in the small dining room. “It was terrible,” he shouted, “seven and a half hours in the parking lot. SEVEN AND A HALF HOURS! You can’t imagine, never thought it would end.” He paused a few seconds. “Well it’s over and done with.”

Saturday, February 19, 2011

"The day is gone, and all its sweets are gone" by John Keats


Fanny Brawne


death mask of John Keats

For Fanny Brawne

The day is gone, and all its sweets are gone!
    
Sweet voice, sweet lips, soft hand, and softer breast,
Warm breath, light whisper, tender semitone,
  
  Bright eyes, accomplished shape, and lang'rous waist!
Faded the flower and all its budded charms,
  
  Faded the sight of beauty from my eyes,

Faded the shape of beauty from my arms,
  
  Faded the voice, warmth, whiteness, paradise!

Vanished unseasonably at shut of eve,
  
  When the dusk holiday—or holinight—

Of fragrant-curtained love begins to weave
  
  The woof of darkness thick, for hid delight;

But, as I've read love's missal through today,

He'll let me sleep, seeing I fast and pray.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Letter to LaVona

"Dear Lavona
"It was so great to meet you yesterday.
"You made my day. I am now comming out of a VERY deap depression:..
"I've been Bi-polar over 30 years. My opinion, this been the worst of them all. (this last month or so.} But I do kno I will make it, (again)
"Thank you so much so much for reaching out to me, when I had such a hard time reaching out (to anyone) there...
"Right now, I am having a hard time wrighting this letter to you. But no matter what I will not quit and go back to sleep. The last month seemed like a year.
"I don't no about you but I do believe in Merricals & I do believe in My Self. (now) I didn't yesterday or the last Month. I do see the light at the end of the tunnel or "Tornatal" I'm in. (Now) - But today is a good day. That is all for now. Please write Back!
________"

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

It was this deep.


It was this deep., originally uploaded by TedSher.

Dec. 28, 2007

Dec. 28, 2007
In the waning years of WW II, we were living in Rockville Center, Long Island, I was about 12 and dad was dying of a brain tumor. Mom said NYC was no place for a widow to bring up a child, so she packed us up and we took a train to her childhood home in Detroit Lakes Minnesota. That's where she met and married this widower. He was a clothing salesman and outdoorsman.

Dec. 27, 2007

Dec. 27, 2007
Hamburger at Petes Place

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